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( Whoo! )

So it's 2:16 in the morning and I'm really bored. I've been waking up Re-he-heally late everyday this summer, only because of the fact that I've had no reason to get up freakishly early. Ever since Granny Pat decided to drop over dead in the hospital, no plans have been made for going up to the trailer (which I have done every year since grade 6 practically) and I don't really go up to my cousins cottage anymore. I don't really know why but what can yah do? Anyways, I'm so stoked because last night on monday night I went over to Hope's house and pierced my septum! Hooray for me. I gotta tell you though, I wouldn't recommend it to the queasy, it wasn't bloody or anything, but when you're only doing it with a sewing needle and a 1 000 000 gage belly button ring to put through it, the combination isn't too pleasent or anything. It's healing well though and I've been cleaning it religiously so I shouldn't have any infections or doody like that. Once it's healed it'll look awesomesauce and then I can actually put a good, pretty ring through it. My parents don't know (of course, like everything else) but I couldn't wait until I got a shitass job to earn the money for it and like hell I'm ever getting a job. Everyone hates me and I have the worst luck when it comes to finding one. Whatever, it's not like I'm in any hurry to get one anyways. Although the money would be great to buy all my junk on ebay. Holy crap man, I'm like ebay addict. That plus no money is a bad outcome. I've been reading manga like 24 hours a day and I finally FINALLY started reading Death Note. *cries*. It's so good! I'm one of those hopeless romantic types that drool over romance and smut manga (funny thing, I tried reading yaoi but man, it just makes me laugh so hard. I can't take it seriously :3 But then again I may just be retarded or something) but there's so much to love about Death Note, which brings me to my point. L. This is probably the best thing I've ever laid my eyes on. I swear to god, I fucking had a heart attack when I came across it. It's got interchangible face plates, a chair and a little standing pose. The best thing about it though, which practically brought a tear to my eye, was the little snap on arm holding the cell phone. If you know death note, you know L hates cell phones and he dangles his between his thumb and index like he's disgusted by it. My god, the first thought that went through my head when I saw it was 'I HAVE TO HAVE THIS FUCKING L DOLL' but, as I previously said, I had no money to buy said doll.

Okay, give me a sec while I go peel the flesh off my face.

Anyways, I need money so bad, I can't even buy the array of bento boxes I've been drooling over, and all the cinnamoroll paraphernalia on ebay. *Tear tear*. Ehhhh, whatever, I'll go prostitute myself on a corner or something. I WILL get that L doll, mark my words. Goodnight everyone (or should I say good morning?)

.PSD Dump:
Heeheehee, I'm such a bad student. My Exams are the day after tomorrow and guess what I'm not doing (Hint: studying!). I just really don't want to, and I know that sounds stupid and lazy but it's like I just mentally and physically can't focus and even know I'm bored out of my polka dotted underoos, I say "I'd rather pick my bum then study". I skipped yesterday and trust me, my good men, I NEVER skip, BUT I swear my body was actually spasming when I went near the school. So even know I'm worried I'm going to fail, I still don't want to. Anyways the point behind this post is that I was bored and I made a few .PSDs that you can experiment with. Give me some feedback about if they work with other images if you feel like it! Here they are:



Credit to chaoticfae for textures :3

UUGH, I'm so bored. I haven't bothered with anything computer oriented lately because I've super busy with school and stuffness so I thought I would spill my life guts with my journal and hoorah you get to read it too (lucky you). That rhymed!...

But anyways I just got through finishing the 39th issue of Vanpaia Naito or Vampire Knight if you please. It's pretty kick-ass and although I'm not too interested in anime/manga most of the time, I'm pretty surprised on how interesting this series is. I prefer the manga, as the show leaves out parts (don't they always?) but it's pretty great nevertheless. I've always had this interest in vampires and I really dig vamp movies and junk so this stuff is my new fetish, vampire manga :D Aren't I cool? OH YEAH I also finished my first amigurumi bear the other day and it looks fantastic. I only learned how to crochet like the day before I started so I gave myself a pat on the back, and I finished it after about 5 days of off and on work. Other than those exciting, heart-racing activities I've been sort of focusing on school and chilling out whenever I can, and also desperatley searching for a boyfriend because I haven't had one since like grade 6 for god's sake. I'm 16 and I'm a lonely amigurumi crocheting vampire lover.

How depressing :(

Wow. I've been away for a while! I just realized I haven't really done anything since December other then change my header and that took me a whole of 2 seconds. I had exams like any normal kid and I can say I wasn't doing particularly well in some of my french subjects (I now hate french immersion with a passion). Anyways, I also lost my muse a bit ago and I was stumped on what to do. I didn't feel the 'need' to make any tutorials and icons and perhaps the word to describe that is LAZY. Yeah...So I was looking through my journal today and I seem to focus on a lot of the same celebs. Linds is one of my passions and DUH Zachary Quinto is like the dreamy-ist dream boat EVUR and then there's the guest stars in my journal but other then that I really neeeeeeed to find someone new. Maybe Paris Hilton...PFT YEAH RIGHT! Well, I look on the net to see if I can find anyone worthy of my time and maybe perhaps I'll make a post soon freaking about this new persona. MWAH HA HA I just finished GHOST RECON on PS3 5 minutes ago and I thought I could add that to my post too. It's a really short game when I think about it...Or maybe I just spend too much time playing games...I'm such a loser. D:

Teasers:

( The Cobra Snake )

So I'm seriously bummed right now because just the other day, I attempted to turn my computer on and it told me that the system file was corrupt and I needed to repair it, needless to say, repairing it meant re-installing Windows XP. Yeah so the hard drive was fried to say the least and everything is gone, every single picture from my vacations in the states, in the moutains, up at the cottage, and every single piece of photoshopped work I have ever created to this day. Yup. Pretty pissed right now because not only is everything gone, all my favorites in internet explorer are gone too and I had some things on there I'll probably never find again. I hate computers, if a computer was a real person, I'd murder it. So it's good that I had some tutorials posted but I had a lot more that I probably will never be able to accomplish again because either I was having a moment of genius or I was just doing random things. I should have backed it up, I know but I never had problems like this before with my old shitty computer and as soon as I get a new one *POOF* everything disappears. All I can say is SHIT.

Tutorial:

( LindsLo! )

Teasers:

( LindsLo<3 )